yeah, i know that is probably not a word but that is my life right now..nothingness...there is nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to be with, and nothing to enjoy..

this town is so small...there are 3 gas stations, a subway, a super foods, two "dollar" stores, and a few mini gift shops...so BORING! NO PEOPLE...

I'm one of those kinds of people who likes to interact with everyone..go out and have fun...party...i miss when i was in school this year and going to all the parties and hanging out with everyone..going to movies..(not in this town..a place about 30 miles from here called Montgomery aka the Gump) I also miss hanging out with my ex boyfriend Shawn...I had some of the best time with him this year, don't know what happened to us...we hung out in prattville(P-ville or PrattVegas) and in my room (aka the box)...

By now, I've realised everything has a different name...I've been living here since I was 5 years old...and learned the aka for everything...it's pretty odd but i've gotten used to it...

I've also realised...this is only 1/10 of the real world...life is sheltered here if you want it to be...I can't say mine is because I've been through so much, seen so much, and heard so much...I think I could go out into the world without a hitch...it's going to be different though..